Mediation
A Life-giving Shepherd
0The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
(Psalm 23:1 ESV)

This joyous, dancing God who makes himself the guarantor of all his promises – He is your shepherd. The one who formed the plants and chiseled the mountains, who shaped the wrinkles on the newborn’s hands and breathes life into the nose of every man and woman. He who called all celestial wonders into being, whom nothingness obeys and forms the universe at the utterance of His command, who’s very words are the ground we walk on, the chairs we sit in, the air we breath, the water we drink. He sets his eye on you to care for you, to lead you, to guide and correct you. He tenderly shepherds you through the terrains of this life, mountains and deserts – you know the joys and sorrows he’s led you through. He is present and loving in all regions of life.
The Lord is the only one who is a life-giving shepherd, therefore you shall not want. All cravings after other idols and false gods will kill you and sap your life. They are false shepherds; false in all they offer.
But the Lord is an ever flowing fountain of life – the source of all life is the better Shepherd. You will not want for life with God. His life bounds and leaps, prowls and purrs, runs and strolls. When the Lord defines your wanting, you will always be satisfied, no matter where you are lead, sorrow or joy, because the source of meeting all of life’s cries and wanting’s is your shepherd.
All that’s needed is free in Jesus
0I’ll be honest, sometimes I skim in my Bible reading. I don’t know if you’re like me, but I sometimes quickly pass over the powerful intent of statements in the Bible because I’m not immediately being addressed. Often times a letter or passage is written to a large audience with the intent of each person individually meditating upon it for grace and change. I get hung up on the “we” and “us” and forget the implicit “me” and “you” of a passage.
One of those passages if Romans 8:32
He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?
I can be prone to pass over this passages intent upon me for the sake that it uses “we” language. Thankfully, God stopped me in my tracks this morning. This is my own attempt to get inside this passage as, I think, Paul (and God) intended me to receive it:
Father, you did not spare your own Son, but gave Him up for me. Jesus died for my many sins in my place. How will you not also with him graciously give me all things needed? Therefore:
- All things I need today are all in Jesus.
- All things I need today are free in Jesus.
- Jesus is already freely pouring upon me the grace I need today.
- There are no real, substantial needs I have that Jesus will not meet.
- If a solution today comes that does not directly tether to Jesus, it is not a need, and is probably sin and temptation.
There is, of course, more that could be said to the above. My point here isn’t to excessively qualify remarks, though those could go on ad infinitum. My point is simply this: To meditate on this grand reality that God is for us in Jesus Christ, and to make that personal in my life today. God is for me in helping me be faithful at my job today. God is for Michelle in helping her care for Owen today. And this help is only in Jesus Christ. But it’s not hard to get the help! The point of Romans 8, if anything, is that God is for us and near us. He is not far. God is so close to us that not only did he take on flesh, take on the place of our sin under his wrath, but he also indwells us by his Spirit. God is for us in the most outlandish, staggering, bewilderingly beautiful ways possible.
So, I say it to myself again: All things I need today are free for me to receive, because Jesus, who died for my many sins, is free to me by faith.
Exploiting God for All Joy
0(A journal meditation from this mornings reading in James 1.)
Count trials of various kinds ‘all joy’ for it produces a faith that is steadfast. For faith to endure, it must be filled with joy. For growth in godliness it must have this deep undertow of joy-filled-persevering faith. Joy (all joy) is the only right response to a God ‘who gives generously to all without reproach.’ Fear or reproach is not love, and is not the perfected ‘all joy’ that grows in persistent confidence before the father in loving requests (1 John 4:18). We must grow in exploiting the generosity of God in a desire for the things of God. That is the only way of truly loving God. This is the right way of counting trials of various kinds ‘all joy’ – more opportunities to exploit God’s generosity to those whom he himself has saved by his power to himself (James 1:18). God saved us that we might exploit his grace continually to have those things that true love for God demands: preserving faith, wisdom, joy, godliness, and steadfastness. Let us exploit God to be like God – filled with ‘all joy’.
Blessedness in Walking in the Law
0I so was challenged yesterday by reading of the example of David Platt that I’ve been reinvigorated to memorize Psalm 119. So in my steps on verse one this morning I wanted to make a small note.
Blessed are those whose way is blameless,
who walk in the law of the Lord! ~ Psalm 119:1
What I noted and chewed on here is that those who are called blessed are those who walk in the law of the Lord. Blessedness is in the obedience. There is the overwhelming temptation to feel that we must walk in obedience, grit and grind out teach through it so that we might eventually wind up in happiness in God (blessedness). No, that is not right. To obey God is to enjoy God, to be blessed and delighting in him. Why? Because we are submitting to and enjoying his Law, not our own law. This is what Paul talks about in Romans 8:13 when he says, “if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live.” David clearly realized his own need for God to help him walk in the Law of God (v.8). Thus, we see with David that the blessed one is he who walks in the Law of God by the power of God to enjoy God in so doing. It truly is a delight to follow God’s law, to forsake out own cravings and desires and find God meeting us with deeper, righter pleasures because his law is founded in him. In walking in God’s law, we enjoy God.
Puritan Meditation
0I read Joel Beeke’s essay, The Puritan Practice of Meditation yesterday morning and found it quite insightful, helpful, and edifying. I have personally had the consistent discipline of reading the Scriptures every morning for about three years now, though with more structure and benefit with a reading plan for a little over a year now. While reading the Bible is an essential aspect of the Christian life, it is through meditating, mulling over, and deeply dwelling on the splendor of God’s word that we find life – “I will meditate on your precepts and fix my eyes on your ways. I will delight in your statutes; I will not forget your word” Psalm 119:15,16. It is through this meditation that God answers our prayers that he would open our eyes the “wondrous things out of [His] law” (Psalm 119: 18).
In the essay, Beeke provides a helpful definition of meditation from the Purtian, Edmund Calamy:
A true meditation is when a man doth so meditate of Christ as to get his heart inflamed with the love of Christ; so meditate of the Truths of God, as to be transformed into them; and so meditate of sin as to get his heart to hate sin.
Meditation is not the emptying of the mind, but rather, it is diligent and intentional attention of the soul to mold itself (by the power of the Spirit) around and into the things of God.
There are seven reasons that Beeke lists the Puritans giving for the practice of meditation.
- God commands us to meditate on his word – which is reason enough. “Take to heart all the words by which I am warning you today, that you may command them to your children, that they may be careful to do all the words of this law” (Deuteronomy 32:46).
- We should meditate on the Word of God as a letter God has written to us. How gracious of God to so love and care for us as to give us a word, a picture of his wisdom in written form.
- One cannot be a solid Christian without meditation. He quotes Thomas Watson as saying, “A Christian without meditation is like a soldier without arms, or a workman without tools. Without meditation the truths of God will not stay with us; the heart is hard, and the memory slippery, and without meditation all is lost.”
- Without meditation, the preached Word will fail to profit us.
- Without meditation, our prayers will be less effective. Thomas Manton notes that “Meditation is a middle sort of duty between the word and prayer, and hath respect to
both. The word feedeth meditation , and meditation feedeth prayer; we must hear that we
be not erroneous, and meditate that we be not barren. These duties must always go hand
in hand; meditation must follow hearing and precede prayer.” - Christians who fail to meditate are unable to defend truth. The idea here – and how many examples are there of this sad reality in our day! – is that without a diligent application of oneself to be molded to the Scripture, they cannot know God properly, know themselves truly, or defend His truth rightly.
- Much like number 4, meditation is an essential part to preparing to hear sermons.
What I found most interesting about this list is how private medatation has public implications. When one is saved by Jesus and birthed by the Holy Spirit, they are born into a family. That family is the Church, manifested in the local church body. There they regularly hear the preached word as the means of their public diet and guidance as a congregation. What is interesting here is that an essential aspect of benefiting from the pastor’s labors to present God’s word to us is that we are daily – through the week – immersed in that same Word. To benefit from public offerings we must be mulling over them ourselves. It is interesting here to see how the Puritans saw our private life and public life intimately connected. And we might deduce here that personal declension in these areas will inevitably contribute to the public declension of our congregations if unrepented of.
The essay goes on in detail to discuss various other aspects of Purtain meditation which I recommend reading. What I want to do is just note a few other aspects that might help us meditate more, producing hearts filled with a “joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory” (1 Peter 1:8).
In beginning the practice of meditation, the Puritans advised that we first simply begin by asking the Holy Spirit for assistance. Just simply pray that God would meet us in our attempts to know him more. God really is out to meet our prayers; his posture towards us is eager graciousness. Next, in picking up what subjects to meditate upon, one should simply read the Scriptures and select a verse or doctrine to meditate on. In the beginning, pick basic doctrines like the attributes of God that have profound depths, while not necessarily being overly complex subjects (i.e. “God is love” is easier to understand than say “the righteousness of God”). Also, they recommended meditation on those subjects which were more applicable to one’s present circumstances. There is more from here, but this should give a taste of the thought line they followed – no different than teachers today, but always helpful to see. Also, Beeke provides a helpful (and extensive!) list of “subjects of meditation”. Should one be struggling for subjects to meditate upon, struggle no more!
Another aspect of interest for the subject of meditation that the Puritans bring to the fore is the reality that meditation prepares us for benefiting from the grace of the Lord’s Supper. Puritan Thomas White says,
“Meditate upon your preparatory, concomitant and subsequent duties: Meditate upon the love of God the Father, upon the love of God the Son, Jesus Christ, consider the excellency of his person, the greatness of his sufferings, and how valid they be to the satisfaction of Gods Justice, and so likewise to consider of the excellency, nature, and use of the Sacrament.”
The Lord Jesus gave us the Lord’s Supper as a particular grace to be received as a picture and blessing of the Gospel until his return. It is a picture of the Gospel. Proper meditation on the depths of the Gospel in the sacrifice and atonement of Christ will serve our souls to benefit most fully from the grace of the sacrament.
Meditation is, at it’s core, about communion with, and enjoyment of, God himself. God has “brought near by the blood of Christ” (Ephesians 2:13). If we are near, we are to know. If we are to know, we are to enjoy. It is to our own detriment if we do not enjoy God in meditating on and mulling over his Word, spending time thinking and feeling deeply about God. Dr. Beeke closes with an exhortation from Thomas Watson, that I’ll leave us with here:
If you have formerly neglected it, bewail your neglect, and now begin to make conscience of it: lock up yourselves with God (at least once a day) by holy meditation. Ascend this hill, and when you are gotten to the top of it, you shall see a fair prospect, Christ and heaven before you. Let me put you in mind of that saying of Bernard, “O saint, knowest thou not that thy husband Christ is bashful, and will not be familiar in company, retire thyself by meditation into the closet, or the field, and there thou shalt have Christ’s embraces.”
(All quotes taken from Joel’s Beeke’s essay linked above.)
I love Psalm 119…
0I just want to say that I love Psalm 119. For about the last month I’ve been committing a section of it to memory, verses 33-40 (and am tempted to do the whole thing!). This is mainly because I saw my own heart confronted and turned to God by the middle line, “Turn my eyes from looking at worthless things, and give me life in your ways!” I liked the whole section which gives me hope for growth in holiness, so I hunkered down in the section to memorize it. A part of this has been making the whole psalm itself my evening devotion, one little verse at a time, right before I go to bed. Charles Spurgeon has a “devotional commentary” on this that I got for free once that I have been reading little by little along with this time (available for purchase here, and for free online reading here).
There have been two main reasons why I have grown in my love for this psalm.
The first is that in seeking to memorize verses 33 through 40, I have had a lot of time to reflect on the structure of the psalm. A quick glance at the psalm shows a lot of activity being done in the section: Teach, Give, Lead, Incline, Turn, Confirm, Turn, and Behold. But the key to the section is seeing the active agent in these verbs: God. David prays for great things (not only to keep the path of God’s law with a pure and whole heart to the end of his life, but also to delight in it, enjoy it, and to feel the weight of God’s glory and holiness), but we should note that it is the Lord that he demands to be the source of its affectation. “Teach me, O Lord… and I will thus, and only by your divine, gracious teaching, keep your holy way to the end.” This isn’t a legalism of giving thanks to God for producing the fruit and taking credit for it (like the Pharisee of Luke 18:9-14). It is an acknowledgment that apart from God, he sucks and will continue to in depravity if God does not teach him in his school of grace that changes people for life, continually, all to the glory of God. This is all from the explicit and implicit things being said in the structure of the section. Another is verse 36: “Incline my heart to your testimonies, and not to selfish gain!” My selfish gain is being contrasted with God’s testimonies – his redemptive history. What does this say about what I am trying to do in celebrating my own achievements and fame? That’s what the structure of God’s holy Word here is asking us to ponder.
The second reason is that I’ve seen God’s power working in my through this time I’ve committed to memorization and meditation. Subtly, and unintentionally, I’ve noticed that the “furniture” of my mind has been shifted. I have noticed in retrospect how the language of 119 has come out in my prayers. I find that the psalm comes to mind in not only fighting temptations (i.e. “turn my eyes from looking at worthless things” is a pretty good measuring rod to evaluate my internet activity by…ahem, Facebook?). It’s also subtly changed my inherent, gut desires for holiness. I find my mind going more towards spiritual affections for Christ as expressed in this section of Scripture (i.e. the “promise” of verse 38 refers to God’s covenant with David in 2 Samuel 7, which is realized in Jesus Christ – talk about giving me hope!).
The Word of God has been more deeply lovely to me. It has been, as Jesus prayed, been my sanctification because it is the very truth of God (John 17:17). God’s word is living and active, and meditating on it has been a banquet of grace for the stirring of my soul for a deeper love for Jesus Christ that is filled with the glory of God.
Jesus Wins Despite Myself
0This is a meditation I did this morning in my devotion time. I’ve tend towards “spiritual depression” a lot lately. So, the following is a meditation I did while in one of those states that helped move my view towards a hopeful look to Christ.
I feel a tempest of condemnation over my soul, one dark and think, a molasses of guilt and joylessness. Why O sou, does this happen? It is a flood of memories of sins willfully done that creates a sea of uncertainty within, constantly turning and waking. I read, “Praise the Lord!” (Ps. 148:1) and I cry to experience that over the sorrow and dismay of my soul. So I will look to Him, the mighty and strong one, filled with compassion and love, who’s mercy engulfs the universe, who’s holiness seals his covenants with surety. He is King Jesus, Lord of my soul. He sets down a crashing foot of certain victory in my landscape, and claims the whole his own. He is my love my life, my blood, my certain breath of gasping, convulsing birth. His light pierces through the fog of despond, and scouring away all the hounds of heaping, muddled dubiety. This is he who looked on me in love when i was a contemptuous rebel, should he refuse to crescendo love when I am now his own? Oh with free grace alone is his symphony composed, a grace that creates the ears to hear in my soul. So, my soul, as you are sieged this morn, look upon him whose love has brought you love, whose light is hope and certainty in the storm of depression. My soul, if this is true and nothing else, Jesus wins despite myself.
Mediation on Psalm 114
0When Jesus left Jerusalem,
The Lord of glory from the City of Ichabod,
Golgotha became his sanctuary,
Imputed sin his crown.
Adam’s seed mocked,
Made way to push him out.
Love wrote this,
His own cadenced victory march.
Why hide, O vivac light?
Why impose, O suffocating black?
Why tremble dear Mount Sinai,
Made of cold stone?
Victoriously defeated King.
Joy just beyond his gasp;
Hemorrhaged love, sideways cup:
Death swallowed up forever.
Reflections on Jesus Christ and Him Crucified
0As I said in yesterday’s post, I created a paper/outline for a men’s meeting on the person and work of Jesus Christ. Here is the final section to that paper of my own personal reflections on the doctrine of Christ’s person and his atoning work:
The doctrines of the atoning work of Christ and the person of Christ cannot be separated or pitched against each other, as Paul clearly indicates when he resolved to preach nothing “except Jesus Christ and him crucified” (1 Cor. 2:2). Without a clear identification of who Jesus Christ is, there is no clear identification of what Jesus Christ did. So, to climb the mountain of God into a clearer understanding of the Cross is to grow in a clearer understanding of Jesus Christ, the revelation of God to us. This happens with time, each foot standing on one as the other becomes clearer. As my Jesus becomes clearer in who he is, my perception of my own weakness and depravity is clarified, and his ability to be the only sufficient savior and rock for me is magnified all the more. If Jesus Christ were not hypostatically unified God and Man, then being saved by him would mean nothing for the security of my soul in his hands: He is a man like me, yet perfect, able to stand as one beside me; he is God, and thus able to securely hold me in my frailty. We are not merely saved from God’s wrath, but saved to joy in God; this dual reality kisses in Jesus Christ. Hence, the atonement and the person of Christ are required to go hand in hand as a single doctrinal unit.
This is my favorite topic to think about. I love the person and work of Jesus Christ. How difficult it is to express fully and gather into words his glory seen in these doctrines! That he was a man like me, filled with weakness and frailty, but that he was God, full of love and condescending grace to atone for my sin steals my heart. He is the sun of righteousness that captures my affections and love. Because he is filled with glory, my love is filled with glory. The heart reflects in its form the object of its desire and adoration, and so, what glory is in this, my heart conforms to Christ and all his magnificent worth and beauty because he has set his love upon me. Oh, the awesome, staggering glory of how he stooped so low so as to became like what he loved so that I climb into the heights of Him by his unshakable victory.
The full and victorious atonement of Jesus Christ means that at every given moment, we are receiving God’s best for us at that time because Jesus Christ has taken God’s worst for us. I know that every moment is filled with love from our Savior. Amidst the confusion of circumstances, the dark fog of desires and emotions, the pain of disappointment, suffering and loss, the head-spinning turn of words and events, I know that history and my life are defined and changed because God the Son took on flesh, spoke to us face to face in a man while yet maintaining his distinct deity, and died his victorious death over sin, propitiating on himself the wrath of God the Father that was aimed at his people, thereby giving them all the spiritual benefits of his righteousness, evidenced in them by faith in his name. In this time of not conceiving children when we would like the doctrines of the atonement and the person of Christ mean that I know that God has his best for us because the Gospel says two things: 1) Punishment for sin is satisfied in Jesus Christ so I know God isn’t punishing us, and 2) I have a loving Savior, not merely a court-room contract, that speaks rich, deep, soul-satisfying love across the expanse of time and space and is aimed at me and Michelle in this time. In this time of feeling the tremors from the Fall, I know that I have a loving hand of providence upon us because (and only because!) of the work and person of Jesus Christ.
Glorification Will Never End
0Lord, grant that from hence I may learn to withdraw my thoughts, affections, desires and expectations, entirely from the world, and may fix them upon the heavenly state; where there is fullness of joy; where reigns heavenly, sweet, calm and delightful love without alloy; where there are continually the dearest expressions of their love: where there is the enjoyment of the persons loved, without ever parting: where those persons, who appear so lovely in this world, will really be inexpressibly more lovely, and full of love to us. How sweetly will the mutual lovers join together to sing the praises of God and the Lamb! How full will it fill us with joy to think, this enjoyment, these sweet exercises, will never cease or come to an end, but will last to all eternity. (Jonathan Edwards, Diary, Wednesday, May 1, 1722; Works 16:768)
This is one of the most profound things I have been struck by over the last year. The reward to b received in Heaven is the Lord Jesus, an ever flowing monsoon of love, to be seen and enjoyed into eternity, forever. Because he is infinite, when we become like he is (1 John 3:2), this becoming shall take an eternity. Therefore, glorification will never end.






